Smashing Pumpkins 1979 Video

I chose the blonde girl that is throughout the video, who in the end, ends up being the driver of the car. She seems like she really loves going out with her friends and being spontaneous about life and the things she does, just like they are. I made her life at home rather perfect. Her parents are going to be racking alot of dough with their jobs, although I'm not exactly sure what they do yet..
They are both big church go-ers and believe in the Christian religion like it's the air they breath. They pressure this girl alot about getting into it as well and living "righteously". She does what they want, a majority of the time, because she doesn't want to be a screw up like her big brother, Jamie, who is currently a high school dropout and relies on a whole variety of drugs to keep him going during the day. She's messed up of course, like any teenage does. A majority of her screw ups, are behind her parents back. As much as she doesn't like being controlled by them, she has a strong sense of guilt everytime she does something wrong. At home, she usually sits in her room and listens to music alot. She gets 60s and 70s in most of her classes, and has an odd talent for Science. Her parents call her alot of bad religious names when she comes to them about something. She's lost alot of friends because of them. The ones in the video are the only ones she has left.
Sometimes she wishes that she could just turn 18 and move out already, but then she thinks about it even more, and realizes that she would constantly worry about her parents, she'd have no where to go, and she doesn't want to live off of anyone but herself. Her pride is something very strong and very hard to bring down. She crys alot but mostly by herself. She is a very strong girl that will make it if she trys. :D

The Toronto Sun...?

I've always liked this particular news paper, mostly because my dad used to buy it all the time, even when we lived in Oshawa. I found that is always gave really good imformation about the main stories in Toronto, as well as the ones that maybe not alot of people pay attention to. There was really good entertainment, as well as good writer's that have the "inside scoop" if you will on a variety of things, such as celebraties or just quotes of our Prime Minister. From the news paper, I get my daily dose of sudoku and comics, that also now help me in this class :P. I also get a very detailed and accurate version of the lastest news. I like the Toronto Sun better than the rest, even though I always get the Metro :p

The Toronto Sun...?

A Picture is Worth A Thousand Words?

I thought it appropriate for my blog "Imagine This". See what I did there?? *Wink-Wink*

This picture, to me, looks like a little patch of Heaven somewhere that very few people have been able to go to and experience the sheer beauty of. I have no clue of where it is but it has also seemed to capture the attention of the other people in the picture as well, because they taking a picture of it as well. The rainbow, which is the emphasis in the photo, is not quite a rainbow. The colours in it are very orange-washed and are swimming with the surrounding fog. It looks like it's either really early in the morning or really late in the day. It's like a very high and invisible bridge that is used to cross from one end of the river/creek to the other. In the background, there is a few mountains/ really big hills, that are also covered in fog so the actual colour of them is distorted. The water is dark, but clear, and is reflecting the bright blue sky above it. There doesn't seem to be any wildlife in the surrounding area, which is unfortunate, but I guess maybe it would make this picture too perfect. Imagine that :O

The land that is acting like a trench for the river/creek. It's fairly rocky but mossy as well. Away from the river/creek, the land becomes more the form of a marsh than just simply a river/creek bank. I notice in the back that everything can't be completely perfect. If you look hard enough, there's always a flaw in the design. I looked hard enough and saw that in the background, there is a power line with about two poles visible. I just wish I could have discovered what these men have found. This would be my Heaven :)

Leaving The Country?

If I were to leave the country for a year, I would go to Japan!!!! :D
I'd bring BBBBEAAARRRR money to last me a hell of a lot more than a year because I'm gonna buy ALOT of tings :D
I want to be able to wake up in the morning and tell my house to make me breakfast :D Yay for technology!
I also want a crazy amount of anime cuz I'm cool like that. Paul is gonna be there too so I'mma meet him there :D
I also love the harajuku style :D If I could, I'd rock it all the time. And I definately wanna learn a new language. If I could learn any new language at this point in time in my life, it would be
JAPANESE!!!! :D
I'd also make sure that I have epic internet cuz I would wanna talk to my friends and family alot while I'm there. I would definately wanna talk to the people who'd be jealous so I can rub it in their faces :D
I would also buy gifts for everyone I know back home :D
YAY FOR PAUL COMING WITH ME :)

My Mid-Term Mark For This Class :D

Currently, I'm getting an 81% in this class....which is Writer's Craft...:P
I think that I'm happy with this mark. I try the best I can to keep up in assignments and get my work done on time. There has been a few times where I've slipped with due dates, but otherwise, my average in this class is awesome :D

The Best Day Ever?

I don't remember ever having one.

Hard and Confusing is the New Love

I thought love was supposed to be awesome. I thought it was supposed to make you feel like your on top of the world and nothing could ever bring you down. Even if it`s a simple crush just like this, it should be making me feel better. No. I swear happiness is like impossible for me these days. Love is making me feel as follows:
I wonder if he`ll notice me today
I wonder if he`ll actually carry a conversation with me beyond just saying hi
I wonder if he`ll stop liking and trying to get with my best friend
I wonder if he`d ever wanna hang out with just the two of us, or if we always have to have someone else there as well
I wonder if were ever going to be good friends
And, I wonder if I should just give up now

Lots of things are uncertain right now, but one thing I do know is for sure. I needed to get rid of all the old pain I was hanging onto in order to learn to move on. If I hadn`t moved on, I would have never been able to like someone else. Someone special taught me that recently, so I guess it was about time I listened to someone. I kept saying that it was always easier said then done. Now, it`s just as easily done, as if I never loved that other waste of time. Only time will tell if this is meant to be or not, but I know I have to try. Otherwise, I`d be missing out on something special.

Bowling for Columbine

ROFL
This was halarious! The way they made America scared of like everything was just plain funny. :P
All they ever use to solve their problems was and is guns? AHAHA. It has some truth. America was never the type to just talk things over. Then again, I can't really blame what they did after 9/11, but you'd think after over 6 years of war that something would be acomplished. Naww b! I bet half of them don't even know what they are fighting for anymore. Which is why we got Obama to clear things up and pull them outta there :D Yay for Obama! I personally believe that 9/11 was a conspiracy and I know it's a bold risk to say something like that, but there is some very compelling evidence that convinced me. I just can't wrap my mind around some random country randomly deciding to pick a fight with the U.S in the worse way. No one can be that stupid. As for us Canadians and the rest of the world, we just stood on the side lines and watched how they were going to react. America hasn't really done much to advertise how awesome it is these days have they? I mean, they speak of now in days of how great it is to be there and how much better everything is, but they never really give you any reasons as to why. Slavery isn't really something I'd wanna support, but hey, the past is the past I guess.