Describing Myself In A Crowd?

Well, I definately do not like to draw attention to myself in a crowded place because I usually get super embarressed and stuff so yah. This would be how a person observing me, would see me.

She walked into the subway train just as the doors were closing and slightly out of breath. She took her seat across from me, her shoulder length red hair in a tangle around her head. Most of it was hidden under her green wool hat. She had the biggest brown eyes as she looked around at everyone innocently. I could guess her age, but she also gives off other facial impressions as well; some more harder than the others which indicates to me, that she has a very different personalities to what I'm used to. Her long gray coat is missing a button on the end. I can tell because of the lose string of what used to be there is capturing her attention. She plays with it in her fingers for awhile, watching hard, and then looks up to find my eyes glued to her. She looks away as quickly as I did. When I know she's not looking again, I sneak a peak at her. Her head is bobbing slightly to a song she must be into. Her full lips mimic the lyrics to a song that I don't know. She is constantly looking around as if she has never seen this place before. She is an observer, like myself. Suddenly, she get's up, swinging a gray and black backpack over her shoulders with some struggle. The train stops and she walks silently and gracefully away, never to be seen by my eyes again.

Sentences with my Name :D??

Amanda....:

Always More And Never Doubt Anything.

And Maybe After Nothing, Dream Awake?





Ohh...my...this is hard...

People In Glass Houses Shouldn't....

They shouldn't play ball
They shouldn't play loud music
They shouldn't have children
They shouldn't make enemies
They shouldn't have their hosue near anything
They shouldn't smoke
DO NOT invite paranormal activity in their house
They shouldn't have pets
They shouldn't have any hard furniture in their house
Stuff like that... :D

Cloudy With A Chance Of Watermelon?

If it rained watermelons, a lot of people would be really happy. Me, not so much cuz I don't really like watermelon :S The watermelons would destroy everything! OMG!!!!

Cars would be dented like crazy, windows from buildings and homes would be smashed, and people very lives would be in danger by just walking down the street. Everything would be the biggest mess afterwards too. Watermelon everywhere. But, it would be a nice treat to those who love watermelon.

Review About A Pencil?...Ohh my...

Pencils are the greatest invention since sliced bread! :D With this simple little object, people have created spectacular things, from best selling books to blue prints to construct a building. Singers write songs and promote what they are thinking and children and teens write down their homework assignments to go get good grades in schools. With a pencil comes many other ideas, such as pens, paint, markers and pencil crayons. There is also tattos and hena. Pencils are like a miracle worker for me. I constantly need a pencil with me at all times because I'm constantly working on a story. The one I'm hoping to get published, however, is being written on the computer because computers are good at pointing out my many mistakes. :) Writing means the world to a lot of other people aswell. People relate to certain types of writing like songs and poems. It gives them a kind a comfort in knowing that someone else knows what your going through and knows how you feel. You don't feel alone.

All in all, pencils are awesome. ;)

Something I Don't Like Talking About?

I don't really like to talk about a lot of things, mostly because they are very personal. I don't like to talk about my parents who I don't live with. I don't like to talk about the fact that my sister is the only family member I have at this time. And I definately don't want to talk about how I had to break up with my last boyfriend, who was probably the best thing that I have ever had.

What I don't want to talk about, but have to because of this assignment, is the fact that I have lost my ability to fall in love or just love someone in general. I have no idea when it started. All I know, is that it happened sometime in Febuary or March of this year. I literately woke up and decided that I didn't care whether I was in a relationship, which is really weird for me. I hate being lonely and I hate not being in a relationship, but I just don't feel that if I was in one, that I would love the person at all. Yah, maybe like enough to tolerate and date for awhile, but I wouldn't feel any emotional connection to that person at all.

It's a scary feeling.

I don't know what is happening to me or what is wrong with my head these days, but that's just how I have been feeling. I found someone to relate to. He says he's going through the same thing, only, he has a reason for it. After him and his girlfriend, who he actually was in love with, broke up, he just shut down and stopped caring. I wish I had a reason. I feel like I'm insane, waiting for a doctor to lock me up somewhere. I have also noticed that I change my mind about certain things almost every hour. It's the reason why me and my last boyfriend broke up. I couldn't make up my mind about whether I wanted to be with him or not, and so I ended it. He is mad and confused as to why. He thinks I'm playing games, and it hurts. Like physically, it actually hurts. It hurts like a shock was sent straight through my heart at the very mention of his name, or seeing his face, or all of his things all over my bedroom floor. It hurts a lot and he feels he's the only one suffering. So, I don't know what to do. Should I break off contact with him or continue being his friend? I highly doubt we'd be anywhere as close as we were before...

Favourite Place?

My favourite place is not real. It's somewhere I've made up, especially through listening to music. Imagine This...

A world where all of your favourite things are real, whether they are dreams you have, random people you wanna meet that are somehow really close with you, or like...people that don't exsist. My world is something completely weird and random. I can't really discribe it because it's also extremely crazy. So I'll just talk about another place I like being at.

I love being at home :D I can just chill, catch up on work, do whatever and not worry about things. But yah, that's the best I can come up with :S

What Makes Me Happy?

Well, I can't say that anything really makes me fully happy, but there are many things that I enjoy in my life. My friends are a definate big part of my happy. When I chill wiht my friends and just have a good time, that's when I'm usually the closest to happy. I feel like I don't have to care about anything when I'm doing something I enjoy. Another thing that makes me really happy is music. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT IT :

The other day however, I actually heard a song that got me crying :( It's called The Listening by Lights and it got me thinking about my own relationship. It didn't make me happy, but it felt good to know that there was a song out there that I could relate too. Another that makes me really happy is ice cream :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ I love it .

I also like writing and working on my current stories. I forgot that I was supposed to write a chapter a week on my blog a while ago. It's hard to wrote a whole chapter in just a week, on top of all the other things I have to be doing.

Something That Makes Me Furious?

Twilight the Movie....Makes me .....very mad.
The way they created the trailers last year in between September and November made me really excited for the movie to come out because it looked so good. When I went to see it, I found that there were over, at least, ten things that were completely different from the book that didn't really make me feel as good about the book in general. They filmed in a span of like six months or something which is not nearly enough time to make a movie. The actors must have worked their asses off to finish the film. But that's not the point.

The point is to not make a book a movie, if you can't do it properly. There was a lot of deticated Twilight fans who were looking forward to all those scenes with Edward and Bella, but all of them were cut out; scenes were flipped and changed around and more then half of the book all of a sudden, did not exsist. I feel sorry for Stephenie. I would be kinda angry if half of my book was forgotten. Even now, it's October 1st and there is alreasy three New Moon trailers, all revealing a majority of the movie to a point where, if you go and watch it in theatres, you know what's gonna happen in every scene and that's not because you read the book. I must give credit to the casting director however. Each character is made perfectly :)

Now for the topper. What really pissed me off was what I heard the other day when it came to the making of Breaking Dawn, the last book in the series. First of all, I heard that there is absolutely no sex in the movie, meaning, Bella does not get pregnant and the whole book is based on nothing. The whole reason why the Volturi challenged all the vampires was because Irina ran and told Aro that she saw a vampire child, which was really the half-breed, Reneesme. Without Reneesme, there would be no point in the entire book and the Volturi would become the most messed up law of all time, even for vampires. Reneesme is my favorite character besides Jane and I would hate to have her removed from the series. Please tell me it isn't true!