Have you ever had someone that used to make you feel so incredibly happy that you always wanted to be around them? I did. Now in days, the happiness is pretty much gone and I can`t seem to figure out what to do about it. Say you make this person so happy that they always want to be around you. Then what? You can`t break their heart...can you? Maybe it`s for the best... But it`s not like it`s your problem if they hurt...Or is it? I don`t know. I don`t want to hurt this person, but if I continue to stay, it will be me hurting the most. Or will it be him? I`ve found out in recent years that everything can change in the blink of an eye; my home, my schools, my friends and family, and above all, my love interests. Maybe I`m going through a faze where I can`t make up my mind about certain things. Or maybe I don`t really love this person as much as I say I do. My family doesn`t like him due to how he`s hurt me in the past and my friends do not like him either, all with the same problem; first impressions count and he doesn`t make a very good one. I shake it off and ignore it. I usually look past people`s flaws at the better side of them. The fights are constant to a point where I don`t even know why I`m even hanging on anymore...
Pathetic really...but I guess I gotta do what I gotta do in the end. To be happy again.
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doesn't sound like either of you are very happy. How about a break?
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