Poetry About Spaghetti

Noodles and strings, tomato sause and steam
I stare at my plate, wondering where to start

My stomach grumbles angrily as my eyes survey the food, taunting it

I reach for the shining silver fork that's cool against my fingers
It's soothing compared to the heat from the plate
I stab a meatball and begin my meal

My stomach is no longer talking as I stare down at my empty plate, stained with sauce
And I, am no longer hungry, but as satisfied as I could be.

And happy.

Things Going, Non-Stop, Through My Head

Miley Cyrus's video on the computer next to me
The way the keyboard looks
The voices near me
My friend Jill typing on her keyboard rather loudly
A bang on the other side of the room
Butterfly
Crow
Mrs.Cat saying ok...
Me laughing
Jill laughing
Me being kinda frustarted cuz I can't type very fast
I keep making mistakes
Everyone seems to be on Facebook secretly
I figured I should capitalize Facebook
Blank
Someone pulling up a chair to a few computers down from me
Typing everywhere
Low chatting still
Pictures are distracting me onm Jill's computer
I'm looking around, not sure what is really going through my head now that I'm actually paying attention...
A guy I can't get off my mind
Kristen Stewart
Distraction!
I'm scratching my leg...
It kinda hurt because of my nails
Twilight
Paramore on October 14th :D
Really excited for that
New Moon in like...50 something days
Wanna listen to some Disturbed :(
I wish I could go to their concert or something cuz that would be sick
Secretly logging onto Facebook (although it's not really a secret anymore)
Wondering if I have anything new on it...
I want a cell phone :(
I wish money didn't exsist
Mrs. Cat is talking to someone on the phone
Jill looks like she's typing something really hard :
She's also on Youtube...
Someone from my class gets up and asks for instructions...


That's about it. I find I'm looking at different things for inspiration.

Bedroom At Night

Alright, well, in the morning light, mybedroom seems to have a depressing light through it, expect during sunset and the night. During sunset, I get the full orange and yellow beams through my blinds and it illuminates my room in an almost angelic fashion. At night, there's only the orange light from the outside street light illuminating most of my room enough to see everything. There is also the hallway light that casts itself under my door and into my room so that also gives off a small light. At night time in my room, everything is much calmer. The posters in my room look a little weird due to the darkness, and some things along my floor cast some weird shadows, but other then that, it's my favorite place to be. Everything is silent in my house, except for my rat occassionally roaming around in his cage and making small noises. I usually like to listen to music before I go to sleep too; when I feel myself getting too sleepy, I turn it off and sleep. My room usually is always hot, so I always have to have the air conditioning on. I also can't sleep in complete silence, so the air conditioning helps. Other than that, my room is a very peaceful place during the night.

A Few Things Going On...

First of all, I just had to comment on the Kanye West incident at the VideoMusicAwards this past Sunday. Now, I kinda gotta give it to Kanye. No one else has as much balls as he does to go up on stage and state his opinion. However, his opinion fails. Beyonce is an amazing singer/actress/dancer and the world all knows it. That means that he didn't have to go up on stage and make a total dick of himself, especially when someone else is accepting an award that they have clearly worked very hard on to achieve. Poor Taylor Swift. I couldn't imagine the embarressment she must have felt after the idiot spoke. She stood on stage not knowing what to do...:( ♥ In the words of Obama, he's a jackass and that's the end of it. :)

Secondly, my favorite band is going to be performing at the Kool Haus on the 14th of October. Yay for Paramore. :) I don't know how I'm going, because I currently have no money, but where there's a will there's a way and there is definately a way ;).

Thirdly, I will be posting, starting Monday, one chapter every week of the new story I've been working on. I would really love the feed back on those because I need to know exactly what it is I'm doing wrong in order to fix it so be as constructively critical as you can be. ;)

Someone I don't like...?

Stupid assignment...
Anyways, I have a person in mind that I would absolutely love to stab several times over. My cousin, (insert name here), is the biggest *@#^% I have ever met, with a capital BITCH. We used to be as close as sister's to a point where I was supposed to have her name and her, mine. My colour was pink and her's was purple. Then suddenly, she became a teenager and not just one of those I-go-to-parties-and-ignore-my-parents-to-a-pont-where-they-hate-me teenagers. She's one of those teenagers that go behind your back one second and then act like nothing is wrong the next. The one time when me and my mom lived with her, she would snitch on me for the stupidest things. There was eight people in the house at the time and I love to drink milk so naturally, along with me and my aunt's four kids + my uncle and aunt + my mom, we usually always had to go and buy more milk. So my cousin snitched to her mom about that and instead of my aunt coming to me with the problem, she talks to my mom as my mom gives a hoot. Little things like that pissed me off. She was always trying to get me into trouble over stupidness because all she ever did was get into trouble. Grr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She makes me mad. To this very day, I don't talk to her and I'll tell you why.

My aunt hates facebook and she rarely goes on. My cousin goes on any chance she get's because her mom doesn't allow her to go on the computer. :) So, she was lurking my profile one day and noticed I was in a relationship with someone. She adds him for some reason and lurks his profile. Can you guess what happens next? I bet you can't :) She runs and tells her mom, quote unquote, that I was practically "having sex" all over facebook. Dude, there's only one pic of me and him kissing! Everyone does that! But that isn't what set me off. That actually made me laugh. What pissed me off is what my aunt said to my mom as if to get me in trouble. My aunt, quote unquote, she this: "Did you know that he was black?"

First of all, he's mixed. Second of all, it's not your buisness. And third of all, WHY DOES IT MATTER?! Grrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Stupid....Gr...
But yah, I'm gonna stop now before I actually find her and kill her. She makes me that mad :

My Morning Routine via My Rat

I was pretty restless during the night, mostly running up and down the three floors of my cage. It's slowly getting brighter in the room, although I don't really know why. And then suddenly, I hear movement outside the door, and I quickly run over to that side of the cage to see if I can figure out what it is. Then, the door opens, and a woman that I see sometimes steps in a bit, makes the cold air go away, and soon, the other woman that I see all the time wakes up. She leaves the room for a moment, comes back and suddenly, the room is very bright. She says hi to me, opens the cage and pets me, and then continues what she was doing. She runs something through her hair every morning in front of this thing that gives a double image of herself. She also puts a bunch of cloth on her body before she goes out, the same thing everyday. She carries a bag too, full of 3-D squares. She checks to see if I have enough water and food and then disapears again. Soon, she comes back with these things on her feet that make a rather loud noise when she walks and something in her hair. She puts something else onto her body, grabs her bag, tells me goodbye, and closes the door. I wait for a long time before she comes home again to greet me.

In The Blink Of An Eye

Have you ever had someone that used to make you feel so incredibly happy that you always wanted to be around them? I did. Now in days, the happiness is pretty much gone and I can`t seem to figure out what to do about it. Say you make this person so happy that they always want to be around you. Then what? You can`t break their heart...can you? Maybe it`s for the best... But it`s not like it`s your problem if they hurt...Or is it? I don`t know. I don`t want to hurt this person, but if I continue to stay, it will be me hurting the most. Or will it be him? I`ve found out in recent years that everything can change in the blink of an eye; my home, my schools, my friends and family, and above all, my love interests. Maybe I`m going through a faze where I can`t make up my mind about certain things. Or maybe I don`t really love this person as much as I say I do. My family doesn`t like him due to how he`s hurt me in the past and my friends do not like him either, all with the same problem; first impressions count and he doesn`t make a very good one. I shake it off and ignore it. I usually look past people`s flaws at the better side of them. The fights are constant to a point where I don`t even know why I`m even hanging on anymore...
Pathetic really...but I guess I gotta do what I gotta do in the end. To be happy again.

New To This...?

I've never had a blog before, or even knew what one was until recently. Today, in my Writer's Craft class, we were all told to create a blog as an assignment throughout the year, each illustrating something that we would like to "blog" about. The topics are literately endless. :D