My book series "Angel in Disguise"

Heyy everyone !! Chapter 1 and 2 for "Angel in Disguise" is up for reading at the official website. Check it out and tell me what you think !!! <3

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My book series "Angel in Disguise"

Please guys, help me out here. All I'm asking is for all of you to read the fist chapter, or even a bit of it, and comment back to tell me what you think. This is really important to me !! <3

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Here is a summary of what the book is about:

Abigail is a 19-year-old girl who has been on the run for her life ever since she was six years old when Joshua, the Creator, entered her life and told her that she was an angel and was considered high value to any and all monsters of the supernatural. All monsters have one wish; to become human and it is Abigail's pure blood that can achieve this. However, she will soon have to face the most dead...ly enemy she has ever come across who wants something much more than her blood. With Joshua as a life-long partner and defender, along with some frightening friends, Abigail must overcome death in every way as the very existence of man is threatened and the Great Battle between Heaven and Hell draws nearer.

Thank you all for your support !!! <3

Gaming with Lights

Me: This game is super fun. Your gonna love it.

L: Haha, I play it on my DS a lot but I've never actually played it on Wii.

Me: Its so much better on the Wii because your actually steering with the Wii controller and you can choose so many different Mario characters. I'm Baby Daisy, haha.

L: Oh my gosh! That's soo cute. I think I'm going to be...*pauses and scrolls through characters*

*I laugh as she goes through my favorites*

L: Toadette for sure, haha.

Me: Aww, she's so cute.

*we start playing and the computers are winning against us*

L: Damn, damn, damn. hahaha

Me: Oh my God. This is so hard, haha.
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Ok, I know how short and bad this is, but its a working progress :D

I Can Be a Part of That. You Just Have to Let Me

'Why can't we be together? You still haven't explained that one!' she yells, one arm spread out to her side while the other pointed directly at him. She scowled with a mixed look of determination and hatred, although, he knew she felt the opposite.

He looked at at his feet for a moment, a look of sadness painted his face so perfectly, he'd most likely be able to draw sympathy from his passing peers. However, everyone had gone home and he was forced to face her questions and, if worse, answer them truthfully.

'I thought that would be obvious. I just have too much going on right now. Everything is a mess and I need time to put at least some of it back together', he said in an almost pleading voice, begging her to see reason and understand, rather than just think of herself.

Did she not realize all he had on his plate right now? He still had feelings for an ex he just couldn't shake, on top of finding a quiet space and enough focus to continue his writing he so desperately adored. There was also school of which he was failing that took up a lot of time, which was also mixed in with making time for friends and family as well as hobbies that he did that kept him sane. Without realizing it until the last word, he had spoken his reasons aloud and as he watched her surprised expression turn so soft, he couldn't help but melt at her eyes. She approached him then, cautious and slow until her arms were around his waist which he, to his surprise, returned with ease.

'I can help you with all of that', she whispered softly as he looked away with the word 'impossible' on his lips. She removed one hand from his waist then and carefully guided his face back to hers, her eyes swimming with tears.

'I can be a part of all of that. Just give me a chance', she said, her voice breaking on the last word. He looked into her eyes then, his own tears fighting against the brims of his eyes for escape. He pulled away and took several steps back, never breaking contact with her eyes he loved so much.

'I don't want to hurt you. You don't understand why I'm saying no. I'll barely have time to see you or spend any quality time with you. I'm working on putting back together my life. You should do the same'. And with that, he turned his back and began walking away.

'You are my life! What am I supposed to do now?' She screams back as the tears stream down her face uncontrollably. He stopped suddenly and as he turned back to her, she was on her knees crying to herself. He couldn't help the tears now as they spilt down his cheeks. He was hurting her more by saying not yet, then he ever would at saying goodbye if he did give her a chance.

'At least I'd know I can't help you then. But your not even giving me a chance to prove my worth', she said sadly as he realized that he had spoken aloud again. He knelt down in front of her and wiped his tears away quickly before lifting her head up to look at him. His face was utterly serious as she continued to sob in his hand.

'Why should I add you into the mess? It's going to hurt more to be with me than it will to just give me the time I need', he said rather calmly which settled down her crying a little. She took a deep breath to this and looked into his eyes with such happiness that he was almost taken aback.

'I know how busy you are, but I don't mind because I support everything you do and if I can be there beside during these things, that's even better. I know you like to be alone, but someday you'll get lonely. I'll be right there whenever you need me. I'm not asking you to put your whole world on hold for me; all I ask is that you just let me show you how well I can treat you and how understandable I can be. All I want is you, and saying a yes is fine by me. Even if you're too busy to see me or you have other things to do, I won't be mad. I'll understand because you warned me beforehand. I have no problem with sitting on the sidelines and let you work out everything on your own. But if you need help with anything, I'm here and I want you to know that', she said smiling through her tears now.

He looked at her thoughtfully and was about to say yes when one more snag came to mind. 'If your going to watch from the sidelines and let me do what I need to do in peace, then why are you so keen on being with me right now? If your not going to be around in order to accommodate me, then what's the rush?'

And then suddenly, her eyes burst into even more tears but his hand kept her face in front of his, preventing her from looking away. After a few more sobs and deep breaths, she spoke. 'Because I don't want to lose you to someone else. I don't want you to get so completely caught up in everything that you forget about me', she said, and knew how pathetic she sounded.

He smiled at her then, removing his hand from her chin to the sides of her face and gently brushed away her tears. She convinced him, gave him hope that maybe he could have her and everything else. She didn't have to be separate. There were ways to keep her and she found them exactly.

'Sweetheart', he said slow and deliberate, 'If I give you this one chance, you have to promise not to go back on everything you just said. I don't want anything you just said to be in the heat of the moment or some shit. Alright?' he said as she nodded hectically.

'Alright', he said as he took a deep breath and looked into her eyes. 'Will you be with me?'

My Promise

Dear Ms. C,

I promise to do all of my blogs from now on :D

Its Nice to Dream....of You

Now what? I have fallen so terribly behind. What will she think of me? No, I may or may not mean the woman who sits in front of me. I have eyes for others that evade me. Life is cruel, I've gathered.
And even now, I watch you do better than I. I watch as you run your fingers through your hair, sigh and wonder what to say next. But you always have something to say. Always.
Its almost magical, the way you look at things. I'll speak of a past that never included you but how I wish the future did. How I wish the future held you so close. Perhaps I am being too selfish, for not even considering how you may feel. Maybe its wrong to simply relish in my own feelings.
For I know I do not deserve yours.
Love is of twisted fates, both parties living ignorant and happily. Maybe I can make you happier?
Probably not. It'd never be me you'll look upon with a smile, but its nice to imagine.

Eavesdropping #2

I was walking threw a blockbuster the other night and while I was looking at movies to rent on the shelf, a man and his younger daughter come walking down the same isle as me. The daughter looked to be about 6 or 7 and was very innocent looking. The father looked in his fifties or so, wearing a leather biking jacket. The only thing that was odd about this conversation was that the little girl did nothing else but smile. Maybe she was too shy. I didn't know what the case was but her father was pretty entertaining. I knew what movie the little girl was looking for by this conversation:

Father: "So Tinkerbell....Tinkerbell will be in the 'T' section. Maybe they should make up a darker version of Tinkerbell or something; one that would be entertaining for the parents too. How bout "Tinkerbell meets the spawn of Satan!"

He kept going through the store saying that... O.o